she will be loved

" I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

tap on my window ;
K N O C K O N M Y D O O R
i wanna make you feel BEAUTIFUL . "

OH MAROON 5 ; why must you go so hard ?!

which way from here ?

. . . im caught up in the pages of my mind

Stephen Marley goes hard? who would've thought . haha . The Marleys, i thought they were only for people who believed in RASTA & like .. . SUPER weed, but believe it or not - this nigga's lyrics are mad inspiring.

QUE ViVA LA REVOLUCiON !?
. . . or not ?

but yea; blog.

what happens when all you have to say, isn't said? and all these thoughts linger in your head? what happens when, it isn't the right time to say something? will the " right time " ever present itself ? what if what you truly believed to be right, wasn't . what if all effort exerted was just a waste of time ? Can time really be like .. . wasted tho ? like isn't there a divine plan to everything you think, do or say ? so that like means that, a lot of cliche's aren't even applicable ? lol damn, thats crazy - i just lost my train of thought tho o_O like i had something important to say .. . i was gonna conclude this w| like a B A N G !

. . but i forgot =/
balls . oh well .









Sandpaper kisses, Paper cut bliss .

i've been here before .. .

its just another l o n g walk in the park .

ill ask the sun to shine away from you today -

. . so you can c r y .


iight so , daisy asked me to BLOG . so that's just what im gonna do blog while i listen to - - so you can cry by NE-YO . omg ! this man is a GENiUS ! homosexual or not . no homo, but dudemans lyrics get me high : ] ah . so july 10, what can i say about it ? alot . what will i say about it? nothing . ill leave things in the hands of time; since thats what they're made for. N O R E G R E T S
thats what i heard `em say & thats what im gonna apply to my life .

i wont attend your pity party . . .

... cause there wont be any .
well not today at least, im usually a late bloomer tho, so who knows.
but yea i wanna give a quick shout out to my fbm<3 dead ass. thanks for being there and even when you're NOT there - thanks for leaving the door open for me to like come into w\ no warning or anything; you know i see you : ]

another shout out ( although they may NEVER read this ]
to my two cousins that came from Albany today to chill out before they leave to Spain, they like .. . molded my morning from b L a h to .. . HA HA : ]
like i can go to work, w| out the worry of having to spaz on any body .

but yea fbm, i hope this is BLOG enough for you ? just for now . .

oh and im sorry for all my facebook friends, i so didnt intend to link my FACEBOOK with my BLOGSPOT =X my bad . .. im gonna try to unlink it after this post like later later tho so yea . . LET THE SUMMER BEGiN .












im a lover ; & the pain of a heart
from another - can be difficult to
R E C O V E R . yes i know, but
difficult isn't i M P O S S i B L E . - ne yo .

LONG LiVE THE KiNG OF POP

last call rehearsal .

drake - Best I Ever Had Video

TAKE THAT D !

- lmao

no pressure but im trusting you w| my heart .

damn . what a sporadic day i had yesterday . i guess this is what bloggings for right ? when there's no one else you can possibly talk to, you type to yourself ?

well ; lets exploit this bad boy .

so yesterday, i didnt go to some "new" church my parents are attending now, cause i had a "stomach ache" , go figure . My dad spazzed, as usual - and told me i couldn't go out if i wasn't going to church - BIG DEAL . so they left, im alone, no food at home - great - so i do what i do best - - ONLINE window SHOPPING - -

that went well i guess ;:
then i got a much anticipated phone call from Finishline stating i start work on wednesday, YAY - how much fun -__-

from there, everything seemed to be getting better, i went to church, MY CHURCH, at 3ish then went to go eat w| my sister and mom, where i then vented to my mom about my girlfriend, or well . . my female friend , that i happened to have immense feelings for but apparently don't know how to express them. .. but w|e thats besides the point , point is . .. mom dukes knows, so that means its pretty serious, well to me atleast .

so yea my day had pretty much shifted, from shitty to .. pretty ? lOL
(idk it rhymed] then i got home and watched The Kardashians for like 4 hours lol until i got that dreaded text . ..

but w h y ?

OUCH . ..

but yea ;: the rest i guess . .. will come to what it comes to, im only human - i cant force my will onto anybody really ;: i spoke on that like .. 2 months ago, 2days before i got with her - - LiNK TO PREViOUS BLOG , and now im addressing it again 2 days before we make our 2 months - OH THE IRONY = /
but its cool w|e happens happens , God knows all things, & ive learned, that hearts are made to be broken, so if this is whats next for me, then hopefully i have the strengths to amount to it, accept it, and overcome it . .
. . although , at this point, i REALLY dont want to = |




BRAIN FOOD :: . .

there's a method to my madness; im sorry
its just theoretically incomprehensible & boring
I guess, I didn't mean to cause u stress my barbie
& if you didn't have my heart ;:
how could your words harm me?
You know how I hate to be questioned
Why speak when I tend2 show my affection ?
& aimlessly , i follow my heart & its direction
& leaving you aren't apart of my intentions .
if I've been a bad boy, u can keep me for detention
I've studied but i haven't perfected this section
Loving you is hard & I hope this relieves some tension
Loving you is my job & i don't plan on receiving any pension .



& if my love for u is inadequate ;:
Than I pray for the strengths to be able to battle it .
& if all beginnings have an ending then I don't ever wanna start ;: & I don't wanna put any pressure on u - but baby im trusting you w| my heart .

- Archetype : l'honnête vérité




- but baby i just wouldn't be the S A M E :;
cause girl your love is stilL on my brain .

i hate high school

LMFAO !

bet you cant laugh w| out smiling

DRiZZY !!

Studio43 Films Presents: DRAKE from KENNY BURNS on Vimeo.

im not your papi

do something crazy

this video is effing funny ! no head .
"do something crazy , do something crazy ! " lmaooo

dont ask me why i love you -

Its OBViOUS . well , to me atleast . i was kinda hoping you could tell, by the way i enjoy having you around . you know , the way i look away from you every time you catch me staring ? the way i . .. open my eyes when we kiss just to make sure i didn't accidentally die and make it to heaven. the way . .. the world just stops when im in your presence. Honestly, you must have your own orbit of some sort, a gravitational pull that aligns me to you CONSTANTLY & i mean, in my past - i could understand why someone else would doubt this, see i comprehend how anyone else could doubt me [ ENTiRELY ] - but .. . who understands me better than you ? who's gonna save me from MYself, if not you ? All i need is time, to work around my past, reconstruct my present ; for my future's sake . All in all , don't you ever question it. if it isn't evident by now; then it never will be & THAT should be your only fear .

- Archetype : l'honnête vérité



dont ask me why i love you - its o b v i o u s , your tenderness is what i need
T O . M A K E . M E . A . B E Tt E R . M A N . T O . M Y S E L F .

failed attempt to duplicate drake

this nigga really thought he was safe w| it didnt he ?

a compilation of songs using love

this goes pretty hard

Love Songs from Chris 'The Falcon' Han on Vimeo.

ready or not

. .. The Fugees need to regress to the hip-hop scene. All jokes aside, sin relajo, they were one of the ONLY groups that could make my heart do the Harlem shake . I know , we got EM back & that's cool but LAURYN HiLL ? WYCLEF ? PRAS? o_O blah - its depressing to see such good talent be put to waste; with all this garbage being put out now it would be good to hear something inspiringly fresh . but til then . .. heres a little blast from the past -







" those who could relate know the world aint cake. "

Que VS brian : "we are not DANiTY kane"

jimmy mcperson is my hero

as its said to be - the truth shall set you free

&& i plan on being nothing but honest .
Hello Blogspot,
no introduction neeeded -
its crunch time : ]